Myself
I wish I can end this all.
It’s much easy to jump off a building.
Usually I just breakdown and self pity but last night I promise to suck it up and stop being this whole lump of negatives…
So when it hit me I feel nothing…
Or shld I say numb?
And I’m so tired of self pitying…
It doesn’t solve the prob and it shows how incompetent u are…
Solutions solutions…
Of cuz I’m reflecting wad have I done
Wrong… There must be a reason why… And I’m gng to improve…
Be strong for her… Be stronger for myself as I know deep down I can be so much better so I must persevere….
I got a new job!
Ha! And this job requires a lot of discipline! I shall pull this thru and prove to myself! It’s something tt I always wanted so I shld really treasure it…
Anyway pictures from the event Kaevan
Singyee and me did!
Help to print photos for de event…
I love far east curry rice! It’s so delicious…
it’s a must try k?
At level 5… I shld take a photo of de shop next time!
Currently listening to Rick’s Never gonna give u up! Mambo seh!!! I miss my bubbly self…
2012 countdown I was busy with event work! And I was down with fever! So memorable right? Subsequently I fell sick with flu and cough! Totally went dead in my lonely room… And it was really sweet of her to nag me to rest 5 times a day before I took her advise and sleep it thru for 3 days!
I slept and slept! I didn’t know I was so tired! I slept and slept! Tt it’s either I didn’t eat or I ate only a meal of porridge… Tt is why I lost 3 kg bah!
But I tink den kgs lost is all back! Muhahaha
Today is a day full of drama… Well my sucky mood started last night actually… Den it dragged on with a big quarrel with my eldest bro…
But I guess all ends well when a call came in to inform tt I got de job!
Hysterically my spirits are lifted!
I’m fortunate and many tots came
Running in my head… How in de first place I got de job!!
Grins…
Hmmm Anw there is a series of things running in my head STILL!
How am I gng to tell her… Hmm
And I wonder how she would react…
And izzit relevant to tell her in de first place?
But thanks to her words…
I manage to stay strong… And persevere… These words had brought me thru…
“当人们看不起你的时候,你越是要证明给他们看他们是错"
I will try harder…
Ok la I’m touched tt I have my buddies now to accompany lol! To celebrate…
U guys are awesome!
Bye!