I hearts weekends <3

 

Weekends are not fun with a sneezing nose and I can’t possibly rot at home, causes me to think too much. Yet I still like to give myself spaces. There are times i like to hang out with my close friends that is when i need to be surrounded with advice. There are times i like to be surrounded with social friends cause that is when i know they won’t ask about the problems i am facing and its when i can smile, hide it all and truly not be myself. Lastly, the circle of friends that constantly remind me of u just simply i miss you and it makes me feel somehow close.

Flowers flowers come buy some wrappers

Becky doing her thang

 

All out for charity,DIY wrappers

 

J for Joanne Cupcakes

Aud baking cup cakes for her friend’s 18 birthday. I come to kpo! but i did contribute by cutting out the letter J from the baking paper.

  

wanted to have a bite into these beautiful cream cupcakes but didnt cause have to eat dinner later. :/ later cannot finish dinner.

Chicken wings~! LOVING IT~! use to only eat drum sticks cause everyone eat the wings

Satay isnt the main highlight for me in this dish. Its the onion, rice and satay sauce

ECP has a skate park? how cool~!

Flying flights.

 

I wish to own a microphone (: 

Telok Blangah 

 Its really peaceful when u are traveling back in the morning,taken at 6am +

woked up like 1pm + 

Did a whole new arrangements to my bed in my room. Room mate flew off yesterday meaning more privacy to myself (: I LIKE~! but then still so much to unpack from the fact that i moved in one month ago~ i am so lazy and i am procrastinating every moment. Have a awesome week end before it end. I am so looking for the next week end le… and i am gng on a cruise soon. Birthday treat for myself. i ought to love myself more. 

Places spaces

which can make my smile bling bling? Meanwhile bestie looking for her hair product

What a gem with a pose like that

Peaceful music

Drinking blood and honey milk tea

No more porridge
Concentration
Laid back

True feelings were involved in this case. Must everything be spelled out?
So what? Doesnt matter how i feel Anymore cuz anyway its impossible…
Faster fly away please… But I will miss u…

生日快乐

hey! The weekend is ending and thinking back on how I celebrate my birthday… Wow it’s really a blast!
First time I celebrate my birthday with love, music and awesomeness fun!

Me during office hours… Couldnt wait for office to end so I can
Meet my friends at timbre!

Us at timbre! We are super excited!
De crowd over there was so spontaneous! Very awesome!
As u all know my favorite local band is 53a!! And it was a wish come thru to perform along side with them!! Awesome… Singing viva la Vida by coldplay
And Sara was like “hor! U never told me u could sing!!”
Thats really something, coming from a lead singer herself!

Sara wee and dean

Ying the key boardist!

They gave me their album!! Screams!!

Bestie! Thanks for coming down! Really appreciate you makin me decent lol!
U are impt to me! Thanks! Love ttmAfter timbre!! I headed down to liang court to meet my ex colleague!
So happy to be able to meet them after so long! ESP buddy Kk, music companion Val, Kor Kor wee!! And trainer ah Jenn! U guys are so impt to me. For u guys were there when I needed life advices! And u all really taught me alot!! Plus all those things we been thru Tgt! I really appreciate it all and treasure u guys! Thanks once again for spending time with me

Yverlasting Yvonne session

So fishy Aud said that no matter wad she wan me to be at DG met at this certain time! Insecure paranoid me wan to know wad was plan! But she dunwan tell me!!! Not tt I dun trust u hor… Jus tt I am like tt de I need to know what is planned! Very hard for me to go with de flow… So anw this time I really go with de flow…

Hey hey! It’s me!! De birthday gal…
Cam whoring on the BUS! lol buay ba hor

So when I met up with Aud and Zoe! I realize tt de whole club was there!!! Omg!!! Happy ttm!! Didn’t expect them to come…. Hee! More de merrier ma hor…
After everyone is here! We headed to tcc! One of my fav restaurants! They offer awesome snacks paste and soda drinks!!
Hee! Was going all crazy with Zoe!!!
Den suddenly!!! They suddenly sang happy birthday!! Haha lol! Den I turn around! It was this THING! this Thing holdin the birthday cake!!! Surprising me…
I was like saying to the thing : WHAT U DOING HERE

After which for de next 15 mins everything was blurry! Lol
But I knew there was many photo taking with my blur face in it!
Sigh this is so not for faint hearted
Did I teared? Hmmm…

Thanks dear for buying this cake! I know u are fond of cakes and this prolly one reason why u organize this so u can have a opportunity to eat cakes! hugs! But still so sweet of u!!

De cake is so awesome with de biscuit thingy at se bottom! Hard to cut too! Lol

Gifts!!

I rmbed tweeting tat i wish to own two album of Hebe newest album! Lol and thanks Yverlasting for the gift! I was so surprise

This is given by dearest! So sweet of her! She knows I love to snack in de office so she gave me this so I can use at office and think of her! Lol and to be reminded about the msg said on the cup!
Seriously! I’m not someone tt is fond of expensive gifts or branded stuff! A simple gift like all these made me very happy! And the bestest gift I got this year was this… Something meaningful and str8 from her heart… It’s a card! It’s beyond words! For her to find our photo print it out!! Buy a card, insert it in and write the msg… Out of her busy schedule is really something for me!
Hugs! U are de best thing that happen so far!

chilling session

After which at night I met up with dean buddy and de whole gang!
Shandy bestie came to join me after which also… Lol
We drank and sing lalalala

Before tt we were at this shots cafe at club street. Super love the ambience there../
Thanks dean! For being there whenever I need u! For always giving me life advices and just be a container for all my whinings…
Hugs!! Love u many many

Linger

Stop lingering cuz u will nv be the one to give her happiness… Yes u were once the reason why she smile and laugh but it’s not de same anymore
Wake up ur idea and stop crying ur eyes out
Her bday is nearing and there is nth u can do abt it

U hv to stop centering ur life ard her
Cuz she isn’t ur everything… U understand?
Pay attention to the slightest sound of ur own heart
It’s not pain that it wants to feel
Cease to exist

How should I start?

There is a few times I wanna press something but I was end up stoning
It’s like too much feelings so jumbled up Tt idk how to sort and express it out
It was embarrassing to tell Bestie de truth abt some stuff but hopefully it will fade away
With cross fingers I hope this week pass by ASAP
I hate de feeling this unsurity until my bday end!
Den I will phew
As much as I love surprises I also hate not knowing what’s happening lol irony!
so
Something is fishy but I jus can’t put my finger to it
Anw it was great seeing Yv today she said I look smart in my formal wear.. Haha
I’m smart at de same time too k

The room

As the music slipped into my soul through my ears, I close my eyes and absorbed my surroundings.
The wall fan blowing unto me, the wall lamp above me, the thin mattress beneath me.
This space doesn’t belong only to me, there seated a room mate.
But still I am not a least disappointed nor sad in the state I am in.
I learnt what is contentment, I learn how to live with bliss.
I thank God for a shelter over my head and the silliest things like the air I breathe now.
I thank God for Chen Qizhen!whom i am listening right now cuz her music is simply awesome
I thank for Yvonne Lim that has been keeping me going nowadays for being a great inspiration.
I thank the Gacads for holding me previously in with love and care.

I am grateful I appreciate but I dun like this feeling of owning favors.
I guess its just me that I dun wanna be a hassle to people around me.
But yet when i ask for favors I will expect myself to return them one day at all cost.
I just wanna live a simple life which i am living now.
Loneliness has become my best friend.
And I am really happy to lead this.
I am content.
And now in this room ,its small as said according to my friend, its where i am
and where my tots is and my dreams tots grow
in this small room… i am gng to write songs that will touch ppl life.
i am gng to produce melody that strikes the heart.
this is call experiencing…

Passionate

Basically feeling so much for yverlasting… Feeling that this dream of mine probably is too big for me…
Weird huh? To have this goal that yverlasting will go on a good track…
I wanna see it prosper!
Oh I wish I wish!!
Just have to hold on this and persevere thru…

I Need to find movers to move! Oh dead… Moving hse is such a hassle… I think I just cab down bah…

Yes! Dreamt tt I went Phuket and I called my aunty.
but the dream half the time I am dragging myself while I
Mourn over u!! Why have it be u again?? Sigh so much for thinking tat I am over u

Aimless

The scariest thing that I’m gng thru now… To not hv someone to look forward and Love…

Someone asked me on formspring
What is one thing that you look forward everyday?

I tot for a while… well most of the time
Ppl would just say something along the line like I look forward my bf or gf’s smile bla bla bla
And it seriously doesn’t relate to me
And I replied:
The one thing that I look forward everyday is Breakfast.

Something so simple so easily taken for granted