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i am afraid of that past.
i am afraid that it will be raked up and said.
i wish to hide and keep hump about it praying no one will ever discover.
i am ashamed and when i looked back. WOW i am so so dumb.
this time i really swear i wished it was my evil twin doing the job.
REGRETS!!
hai… for what had happened for what i did… we drifted…
and now comparing my life and yours… u are just too blessed.
so the biggest punishment of all… i am giving in my funniness…
pew will no longer be funny…. crack lame jokes and cause everyone to haha and be ard with pew…
pew is giving up her sense of humor.
ok… its done.. finally cut my hair (: heehee
i got a pic of it…
and sooo…
here izzit—– BEFORE… btw this pic is taken on sat for some piano thingy at SAC… nice music (: i love music~! even if its classical… de boring parts are the videos HAHA that make me wanna sleep.
After… ok go ahead and luff if u wan…
Here is the backdrop of the sea side scene… with the nice nice lightings makes it very 3D effect hor
Look its Nadin~! HAHAHA dont cha doctor… wahahha! cute him!
ok off i go IP-ing
a little dedication…
out to Kaye and Mew: good luck for u test tml~!!
out to Ervina: cheer up gal… everything will be alrite soon (: wait patiently…
OUT TO MYSELF: u can chiong IP one~!! and do well for tml math quiz and wdd lab!! KILL IT~!
NOPE… its studying time… exams dates are really closing me.
And i have to get my mind in the game. I wan to prove to my oldest brother that i can get good grades.
At least improve! so i am so gng to kill IP… WDD… and and… COM MATH~!
the rest… i am still abit struggling… but i have to murder EC and OSM soon before it kills me.
So next murdering day would be next Tues. Victim- Com skills.
ok la i know its boring to hear abt my studies stuff
but i really need to psycho myself. Treat it as a enemy fight it… get over and done with!!
DUN RUN AWAY!
Indeed indeed last night was a BIG experience. – SA production
after all the hard work was shown… i was quiet striving hard to absorb the joy/tears of everyone, laughter, the presence, the lighting and smell of TFA~!
It was kinna pity for me but i am happy that 2 of my closest friend manage to witness the babies of my hard work. Even though many may not give a damn. But i dun care i credit myself!
It seems like the word “good job” from casts, directors, fellow actors doesn’t work on me.
i am quite destined to only absorb applause!!
(: haha… and even though i have no idea wad the audience are clapping for…
HEEHEE i am assuming its props to the props HAHAHA!
so so… thank God is over.
No more of checking props making sure its there.
No more reminding assigning each prop to ppl to bring on stage.
No more worrying of the cloths that it will tear or just get ruin.
No more reciting each scenes and props in my mind before i sleep.
phew…
NO MORE… coming back to sch on a weekend to do props…
BUT
i have to return the wheel chair back to SJCP soon. HEE LAZY~!!!!!
I kinna sort it all in my mind. That God prepared me for this moment many years back.
When i was left to do behind the scenes stuff, when i wasn’t in the lime light stuff, when i wasn’t doing stuff that i am best at, when i was left to do shity jobs…
Few years back. MY EGO caused me but he trained me, prepared me and i became humble.
I saw the bigger picture. i removed my feet and put in the shoes of others. I became to realize its not always abt ME. ITS THE BIG PICTURE…
At that time… i self pity. I cry… my spirit was broken…
BUT NOW… haha
i know and i am OK with arrangements like that.
Cause its not a ME thing. (: i am glad i am doing props cause i came to realize.
If i didn’t take the job. Who is willing?to actually take the job and produce good work{i know Frans is willing}
I must say SA production is no longer a club thing.
its a tool to neutral my growth (: make me mature… build up my humbleness…
BUT somehow… i still feel i am destined to shine… to absorb only applause HAHA
see how big my ego is… ironic.
But its good to see how our seniors are so proud of us. (:
SO after the tiring day.
i met up with SLACKERZ at Plaza Sing and boarded Lurvies’ car.
wanted to go timbre but she just went in rounds.
But i really like road trips i really do.
i always envy when parents picked their children to and fro school or places.
and soo… we watched… DARK KNIGHT!
so wei da la he…
really the only other guy that i feel is more wei da then him is JESUS.
but its like sacrificing the fame the honor in exchange for criticism, shame
so wei da can.
BUT STILL
i love spider man~! HAHAHAHHAA….
i love spider man~!
i cant deny that fact… i still love spider man…
(:
sorry ppl… the movie was awesome but i still love spiderman..
ok pics will be up soon… (:
p.s i love stitch and mew. Cause they both bring joy to me… (: haha
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How can you mend this broke heart by Bee Gees
Its really a song that makes me stay mellow, in the quiet night…
Back back…
SA production.. one more day to go…
i got pictures during rehearsals… (: heehee nice nice ones… but my hp cam suck ah
but yey gist of it is there…
i realise i am such a stalker~! HAHA… esther says i chase and give happiness to ppl till i am a empty shell hence i feel tired… cuz honestly when i sit down and hear the silence of the night.
i feel that i cease to exist if the attention i wan is not there.
Not that i need lots of attentions… but the least genuine ones.
So as i came to know not so long ago that ppl can be fake. Including me…
But not saying that ppl ard me are fake arh…. jus that i met some of the few before!!
HAHA u know wad… i dunno wad i am blogging…
i am jus ranting retarded emotions… (: smile!!
back to life.
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If u think i am no longer passionate about my music.. u are wrong… anw my quite recent song that i composed… for my friends’ birthday~! its de slow version… de fast version is with my fren la.. (: but yey jus feel like sharing the slow version enjoy~!
so so.. tml tml tml… will be a fulfilling but hectic day~! why fulfilling? cause i had one today? Me together with nick and amin… stayed back at club room to do props… til 10.45pm and many stuff was completed…. and WA the sense of fulfillment is wonderful and tml we are gng to finished up the stuff…. so i guess it will be quite fulfilling…!! damn i am going to miss production days after production which is this friday.. its always like that… den we will have this TFA withdrawal symptoms… so i shall cherish this moment…~!
wuu last Thursday i went to meet kee while she shopped for stuff for Jav. HAHA shopping with her is kinna fun cause i realize she self entertained like me~!! HAha here is a scenario.
KEE: why ah? why like that ah pew? why ah… can u tell me why?
Pew: kee i know u are bored la… self entertaining…
KEE: HAHAHAHHAA LOL!
i guessed it will be a very long time till i see kee again… am glad i am S-I-T with her (: a blessing again…
Now… next up is my performance on last wed~!! thanks to kaye for helping me video it down. so i can present it to those who couldn’t make it that day… enjoy~!
TASK ONE= ORGANIZE MY TIMING ON MONDAY TO FRIDAY, SO I WONT MISS ANY IMPT CLASS! cause its revision week. 
but yet at the same time fulfill my duties as the assistant head of prop!
TASK TWO= Compose mosquito song for Germaine ASAP!
TASK THREE= study for WDD test~!! gasp~!! and i just realise- do equiz for math~!! i haven do that~!? OH NO~!! stop dragging~! been 2 weeks liao~!
RANDOM FAVOURITE MSN NICK= Every lyric forgotten, tune off, expression wronged not only bring shame to yourself but also the composer of the song.
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WHY izzit that i tend to tink like that ah?
HAI now i feel so so left out… heehee i guess i made the right decision?
oh well… performance today was ok… even though i screwed up my lyrics!
i am happy cuz 2 strangers came up to me and said i sang well…
i was on cloud 9!
so after that i hanged out with Germaine who helped me to rub my blue black~!
it was so painful la… i cried! SCREAM! showed sights of violent!
and and we went to walk walk at the fair!
and i bought a necklace- airplane reminds me of pearl habour, stitch toy vibrating~! SUPER CUTE!!!
ahhh….
so i did a little of retail therapy to cheer myself up…
disappointed that i didnt did as well as i did during practice…
and disappointed that some of my friends couldnt make it to see me perform.
I seldom invite my friends to watch most of them its pass by den saw me perform den come de.
so i guess there wont be other chances bah… wads the point when u invite and dun come might as well dun invite rite….
well i got some FLY AIRPLANE experience when i was a kid la… so i kinna fear rejection… :/
so… off i go emo shit emo shit…
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SO… School started well~! went and really listened during Internet Programming!!
really proud of myself and also nick cause he turned up too!! after so many weeks!!
so supposedly to meet Hui Shan after school to watch GET SMART~ but instead helped her friends to see see guitar… still glad i can spend time with her~
HAHA… my siew mai…
ok… now now…let me clarify that Eunice wasn’t Eunice during PMP lesson
i watched this video on Char’s blog… titled AHH SO CUTE!
BUT IT WASN’T CUTE AT ALL… sorry guys i ain’t putting the video here… cause i am so FREAK OUT by it! —> HAha. SOO CUTE! thursday,july3
i am so glad i got small eyes…!! ahhh freak me out lo.. i wonder how am i going to sleep tonight.
so anw.. back to the point… after watching that video!
i dunno wad had got into me… as if my soul was captured into the video…
and this crazy HIGH gal came out in replacement!
which den started gng ard crazily, spouting nonsense, saying lame stuff and of course making my lect face black..
IT WASN’T ME!!
BUT DONT WORRY… I AM BACK NOW..!! everything happened earlier was like a dream.
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i am in a blessed and specially mood now!! i am loved to be loved and loved to love and love to love my loved reminding i am loved at the same time as i love. AHAHAHA dun get it?
well suits u!
EUNICE RUNS OFF…. with kim chi kim chi kim chi~!
P.S! i wanna learn how to make kim chi~!!
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After settling stuff for de production for Stage arts… oh man~ 2 more weeks to go… gasp~!
Had a mini primary school meet up.
AND HAHA… though we seldom see each other or even when we see each other its a touch and go thing.
we still can tok tok slack and realize we still have so much in common! and we have that understanding…
so i kinna amazed that even though we seldom meet up… we still connect!! AHHhhh wahaha…
so so… this coming wed i will be performing… at atrium~! at 12plus…
so whoever can make it… come ok~! (: off i go…
This post is dedicated to SUNYE~! my beloved one in Wonder Girls…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNYE~! SARANG HEYO~!
so i pray everything will go well as God guide as she does her job and touch ppl’s life on the way… wow…
may u be happy as ever (: wahahahhahahahahaha simple wish i have ah… as a fan!!
ANW i tink its like childish and pointless to have this post~! cause she wont see it… but i guess i SHUANG can liao HAHA i happy can already…. (: i do admire her and sometimes see her as a role modal. but den again wad she is may wad the media perceives of her… but den again… i chose to believe she is de responsible, soft/sweet hearted, filial person!! (: all smiles for me tonite… cause i may not get to smile when i am busy tml… (: (: stress is picking up…. exams are starting to come… and my lappy tio virus… jus when i start to tink that my life is gettin on de better side. (:
cheer up… like wad mad say… if u dun lose u wont improve!! so… as the saying.. failure is de mother of success~! since i fail so many times… its time i gain success already rite? wahahaa… waiting for my prize!!
OH…. i got 63 for my IP lab~! damn happy~! cuz if i didnt learn and practice the lab sheets and not for de teacher’s notes… i probably fail it… and i will have another mother to give birth to success~!! and my comm math i got D ah… i tink i can do better if only i conquered possom but too bad i didnt have time to touch on that so i forgo that chap… if not sure can get a C+ at least… hai… oh well! i wanna be a NERD now…
off i go but before that… take a look at SUNYE~! cute hor!
