That tuesday night was fun? And it has been in a long while that i actually feel happy when someone else is happy? And I sang “sui ran wo yuan yi” to the original singer- wu jia hui?

WOW its like a series of events in one day that i dunno where to start.
But ok i shall start with… me arraiving at Eunos CC for thier soundcheck at ard 4 plus.
ZANNY WAS ALREADY THERE! haha its been damn long since i saw her la… so was kinna excited to see her (: (: my tall fren HAHA
so zan intro-ed me to her RJC dance mates and haha i heard one of them saying
“oh.. she is de fc manager rite?”
me:”hey i heard that… PI LA! i am not… HAHA”

so afterwhich de lovely couple came in and they soundchecked. JAVIN LOOK LIKE BOSCO!!
so shuai hor… hrrhrr!! and during soundcheck that couple and keep fa dian-ing that me and zan have to siam one side.HRR if not sure kanna radiation HRRHRR :X
so soon soon de event is abt to start and i accompanied zan in the toilet while she did her FOUR-IST. [izzit spelt like that? its actually 4 eyelashes la]
And i must say… at first i was damn pissed of the attitude thrown at me? but like wad zan says u dun have to entertain such ppl la… he is jus childish… and it will be more childish of me if i reacted to his childish-ness…

so AHHHHHHhhh de benefit of a fan is that u can shout like no one’s biz and there is no one to STOP u!! HAHA… and glad that we did that mini cheer we had for both kee and zan (: and damn! it was so fun! HOR HOR…. even though i must say that kee’s one was abit off… SORRY!! due to lack of MO QI btw shirley, apple and me…
hmm… wad else… oh ya i went upstage to disgrace myself… DAMN i wan that guitar.
shall stop abt that. cuz its really a paiseh-moment.

and after that heehee zan actually imitate me la. MALU CAN! and keely [cuz wu jia hui was there also] dared me to sing sui ran wo yuan yi to him and WAHAHA i really did.
kee to shirley : walao she really dare seh
so mingle mingle abit and we went home! HEEHEE (: thanks apple for coming down!! and making this event more fun! cuz the event was really full of senior citizens even though it suppose to be a youth nite.. hrr irony!
JAVIN singing rawk too! u knoe… haha! dunno whether i am really mesmerize by his quan yu or am i just AI WU JI WU-ing…

i apologise for my blog being so wordy… i swear the next post will have pictures…
SORRY! ANW I SHALL END FOR NOW…

RANDOM FEEL= ZANNY IS LOVE!! BUT KEELY IS EVERLASTING NEVER ENDING LOVE!! (:

Eh… i dun think so… cause till now i am still laughing…
Its so funny how things end up now.
Its so entertaining to see that WU so now everything is a tragedy.
i am not trying to be hard on you
cause in the end i dun really care.
But its really intriguing how this story will go…
so one moment good… one moment bad
and now u expect everything back to be good?

HAHA sorry… u damn xin ji lo.
i was damn angry la things that initially i was looking forward
is now like that cause of ur stubbornness and attention seeking-ness
or HAHA mainly one of ur plots in ur ou xiang ju
HAHA gross me out on how u view ur ren shen as if its a ou xiang ju la.
but heehee ain’t angry anymore.
cause i rather not let the letter party to be emotionally drained by u (:
not there is no reason for u to seek attention
cause that event its not a tool for YOU!
to seek attention and claim credit!!

ok la i dun be so mean la…
HRR (: so i shall stop here…
i dun do public shame by stating the person’s name.

This week is gng to be a busy week. Singing on wed… and i got sore throat ytd day!
and i even ate curry last night… this morning, which i kinna expect that it will be worsen when i get up this morning.. BUT NO! haha… its surprising ok lay… HAHA! yi du gong du [poison vs poison]
so its hols for the schools in uni and not for poly… damn! i got this adrenaline rush of holiday madness [crazy pok] HAHA

RANDOM FEEL= LOVE =) HAHA… MY ASS! go sell glass bah.

why am i so so so ATTENTION SEEKING TODAY!
there is this retarded screw from my brain that is out lo… AHH screw it back! QUICK
cause i am so so so attention seeking today!
and worse i seek attention from a person that i believe doesn’t have the time to give.
i can’t believe that the few significant people in my life are so busy for me.
i dun blame them really… i just blame myself.
for feeling this way like COME ON! MOVE ON! HAHA… but nope i ain’t doing that!
BUT i GUESS i should just be opti abt it… and be glad that i am alive! and well of.

cuz… PEW! u got to wake up and know that u got a life to live. u cant let another mistake ruin ur life.
buck up on ur studies! really… concentrate! learn to concentrate!! dun disappoint mama… (:
if no one appreciates u… appreciate yourself… (: God is here with me!!
SMILE!!

i hate changes…. but i guess there is no use sulking over spilled milk… (: tml will be a better day! for me… i hope… and also for u (:

side note: Q recently became a more prominent figure in my life; this means… i will cry at de news of ur death.

ERM as usual i dunno how wordpress work so its like a lump of photos again… but this time got video la YEY of anjana playing DS lite… retard!

anw…

de pic of me eating xiao long bao is on monday when my whole family went crystal jade… to eat!
SHIOK! muahahhaa i love dim sums… too!
then de pic of a pink chocolate is given to me by rene! very nice of her rite… its very nice lay that brand of choco… really heavenly!
then there is random pics of yana taken outside dance studio… shall take this chance here to say HAHA I LOVE U YANA AND KAYE! and also nick!! haha u guys really make me like a family in SA! HAHA
and there is a GLOW in the dark star! which is taken last nite at JAM and HOP! heehee (: (:
People there was treasa, ervina, meixian, nick, rabiah, me! and zee… who else ah… oh ya rene too!
aiya i forgot liao my memory no good oh YA daphne! hmm… who else… shld be like that bah (:

ok off i go (: byebye!

There are times that i feel not appreciated but then again i feel that i dun appreciate too what makes me sure that i want appreciation from others?

Maybe i should just shat away whenever i feel that i am taken from granted. And that my presence, noise, irritating self and my entertainment is plainly taken for granted. Kinda sick of feeling that way. CUZ somehow i see myself as a AA… [attract attention] and hence what the point of providing joy when no one is there right.

But I am not mentioning the few as a whole la. So pew has deciding to… not be like a clown and say lame lame jokes when i know that the same respond from u will be HAHA ‘tickle tickle’ and show a -.- face. i guess u will be happy bah (:

WONDER GIRLS!! RAWK… sun ye is really hawt in the new single…
after the TELL ME CRAZE!! their new song… “So hot” is kinda addictive.
its like very pussycat dolls lo. (: and really… sunye is HAWT she wore a wig and i realise wow she short hair also nice lo HAHA
check out the pic… http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v260/ellajordan23/image1.jpg damn chio lo!
i wan be like her ah… *faints* will never be.

ANW!! ahhhh i went for jam and hop today… and wow de lighting effect [blinking of white lights] really can make one high!! my brain not really tinking and u really will go HIGH!! AHHHH…
but i had fun even though i wore wrong dress code and everything was pretty last mintue. But just have to accompany meixian la (: heehee
but i must say jam and hop so much fun compared to last year! HAHA…

okok i signing off here… do my readers miss me? cause i haven been blogging ah.
heeheee its time for me to study like REALLY!

Somehow i feel that my exsitens are co-exist with my friends ard.
Somehow i feel that i cant exist if my friends won’t ard.
Somehow i feel that i could nearly get grounded if Q didn’t lend me that sum of $ to take cab home.

And damn was i touched even it was a simple gesture. Even though i know i am a emotional person but i kinna hate to admit that part of me. HEY HEY ppl take note… emotional and EMO is different hor.
Emo is ppl being emotional BUT keep sulking in their emo state, keep going in cycles and just can’t see the light no matter how much u console and try to enlighten them (:
While… emotional is jus being sensitive in a GOOD way ppl who see the light and is appreciative of things and people ard them (:

So i here by wanna open a new FACEBOOK GROUP call the OPTI!!
which is de opposite of EMO… (: YEY OPTI RAWKS!!!

so who is de first few of OPTI…
ME[pew]
Grace
Qiuting
Pamela

and if u wanna join the gang… first be OPTIMISTIC ok!!
HAHA… cuz OPTI RAWK!! ROAR!!!! AHHHH!!!
stop crying in the corner and every reason. cuz by crying at every reason only make ur tears not of worth. UNDERSTAND!!
okok… i shall stop here… or regarding my previous post on tennis…
i really love tennis now (:

ok! i am gng to play tennis later! so happy!! ahhh… shall come back and update more!

soon soon i have to go and work… sucks this feeling! DAMN…

OK…. ready?

This is like de worse news ever!! ppl.. i lost my lappy…! [ok i can hear all the OMG,WTH!...]

dun ask so many qsn k… cuz i lazy to explain everything.

but since i am bloggin i might as well la.

ytd i went to JEC to watch a movie apparently i went to the toilet first. And i left the lappy there while i rush to meet Esther. So cut story short i went back its gone den got the security guard and stuff… Then today i went to make a police report… and they are investigating the matter cuz its not just plain loss case but criminal case. But chances are very slim… OH did i mention that i took 2 hrs to report lost den write my statement? cuz halfway the policemen forgot to save and so have to redo de statement again. But i not blaming them la… they are nice ppl infact. (: the officer was very very serious and sincere in helping me get my lappy back. (:

HAHA which makes me wanna be a police woman too!! HAHA suet NO.2! [she wans to be a policewoman]

ok… now for the GOOD news. i never mention abt it so at least u knoe u will be surprise and be less agitated and not grab me and shake me saying WHY!!! so CLUMSY!! WHY!!! AHHHHH… The insurance i got. some special kind… provide special claims for misplacements and unattended. I read the small prints. [very impt to read small prints] and misplacements is defined only if u misplace it on a public transport or any kind and unattended is defined as open air and not attended… so my main worry is whether they would defined toilet as open air… so pray pray praying very hard! that i can get my claim. which is like de amt of a new lappy?

ANY CASE i am sorry for my blurness… BYE! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!