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I come to a realization that i kinna hate certain parts of myself. Parts that is not my actual self, parts that beats my conscious. And I have no particular reason of why that part of myself doesn’t listen to the boss of my body,brain,but to the ranging irrational insanity of my hormones.
And there is this constant quarrel between the different parts about what to do and what not to do and do i do since its already done? As you can see, at this point of time… the different parts are already confused. Anyway when the bad side (its hard to know which is bad or not) is activated unknowingly damage is done. Even if that part may be the good one, (told u that its hard to know which is bad or not) there are parts that says u are WRONG! even if the former is RIGHT.
So how do i take off from here? Well i don’t know… i guess i shall avoid making any decision now.
But regarding this issue, avoiding somehow is a decision. ARGH. And i say i dun care when actually i care. retarded.
Random Feel= Take a picture of me when i get into a accident ok?
