Filed under: S.H.E
well… not many ppl know… but i am letting down star chasing…
and i am letting down the biggest IDOL i ever have… (:
S.H.E
for them i laugh before, i cried before, i ran, i que, i stand in the crowd, i look up at the stage, i await for their respond, i scream, i sing, i clap, i waited in the sun, i waited in the rain…
and as i was like shuffling on my itunes… and confirm got their song de wad
i got all their albums… hee(:
i was tinking… wad if… i like them back? and i continue living that life?
something that used to be my character…
whenever ppl see me=SHE/hebe lover… and i was proud to be labeled as that.
cause that was my identity… and kinna half of my life (:
some ppl ask why de sudden letting down of them?
and i once tot without them i may die… but yey i tried…
i jus don’t bother abt them, dun care abt their news, dont chase their drama
and HEY i didnt go into cold chicken… and i got more cash and time on me… to spend on my friends and family… i got a LIFE… (:
in exchange i got a LIFE… (: and slowly i am letting down other ppl…
cause its time i do something for myself and friends ard me (:
and this maybe the last picture of them… and its quite xin suan… hai will miss the funny them! that used to give me joy…
bye S.H.E
but i still wonder… wad if one day i like them back… HAHA
we shall see (: hee
and so… i live mine they live theirs…
and its quite good that i got some good comments of ppl whom i tok abt
unlike some ppl
who dun have a threshold of such topics and jus hit me off me with a “told u so, serve u right” kind of attitude…
it really wad lo… jus dun tok to some ppl liao…
abt such thing…
*rolls eyes*
anw i made a point to kee that she will be my first and last… and hopefully i really wish i can keep that promise… (:
RANDOM FEEL= Time to really spend time with God…
