Filed under: Uncategorized
I come to a realization that i kinna hate certain parts of myself. Parts that is not my actual self, parts that beats my conscious. And I have no particular reason of why that part of myself doesn’t listen to the boss of my body,brain,but to the ranging irrational insanity of my hormones.
And there is this constant quarrel between the different parts about what to do and what not to do and do i do since its already done? As you can see, at this point of time… the different parts are already confused. Anyway when the bad side (its hard to know which is bad or not) is activated unknowingly damage is done. Even if that part may be the good one, (told u that its hard to know which is bad or not) there are parts that says u are WRONG! even if the former is RIGHT.
So how do i take off from here? Well i don’t know… i guess i shall avoid making any decision now.
But regarding this issue, avoiding somehow is a decision. ARGH. And i say i dun care when actually i care. retarded.
Random Feel= Take a picture of me when i get into a accident ok?
Filed under: ruth
Recently i lost my ability to sing cause lack of pratice ah…
Den i got a call saying i have to perform for some sch musical thingy, gng ard sec sch to perform a musical.
Which requires me to sing and act.
SO HOW? have to practice singin lo. SO last nite at my cousin’s place.RUTH
i sang and sang!! while lying down. to at least get back de feel of singing ah…
so can say its quite ok le… weird to hear my singing again though. like got change..
YTD i watch step up 2. With RUTH! den we went to this fashion… and she got a top.
AND I WANNA GET A TOP TOO! but broke ah.. so that have to wait.
ok…. i am forever broke. PHEW!
Den we head down to bras basah. Wanted to see Q dance before she really dance/perform.
BUT when i reach there… oh by the way we got lost… in de mist of sunshine plaza/chijmes/SMU national library…and when we reach she was preparing to go home le.. HUMPH! hai
oh well bo bian have to see the real performance den.
NOWNOW… Q is a very funny but deep in thought person. And her inner self is so much beautiful den her outer self. BUT can U feed ur outer self more food ah… TOO SKINNY LE LA!
like wind come can kanna blowed away. HAI!
i can be ur achor la… but HAHA okok i toking cock liao…. (^#&(@#(&(@#&&@
hee last nite me and ruth did alot of girly stuff.. she tied/plained my hair! HEE
photos up soon k….
THE ALPHABET ISSUE
It is indeed right that the scene is full of ppl u cant trust and its very scary to see such sight.
As if everyone is wearing a MASK! HAI…
RANDOM FEEL= If i have to wear a MASK like everybody else…it would be a FACIAL MASK!!
Glad to say that yushan is top2. Disappointed but i kinna expected its fa shao…
so bo bian la… anw Dione’s music journey doesnt end here (:
anw after church went to meet apple and her cousin, pri4 and is a fan of Shawn’s…
Den we bought subway for dear Kee and snacks for Shawn.
Anw Kee and Shawn’s duty is just to bring the trophy up stage. And Kee was super irritated HAHA… cuz during rehearsal she went at 10.30am i tink and she waited very very long till her turn which is like 1am like that. SHE WAS VERY BORED!
PEW PEW in indoor stadium (:/ hee and look its kee, zan, maxi in one row and den Shawn, Joanna, Agnes, Guohao in the row behind them./me and maxi./Thats JJ lin with his fans/free laborers./Zan and ME!
WeiWoDuZhun ppl were there too. so i took pics with Qian and Q. HEE both Q lay. wa i got NEW fav alphabet wait… i dun even have a fav alphabet./
Zan looking like a chickenprincess with the costume HEEHEE cheeky SMILE by shawn too/
That is Kee’s moley “hi xiao hei” and her beady costume./
Apple and me with my lappy at pastamania pics taken by Shawn TOK!/
Shawn playing with the window GRINS… someone slam de window!!/
Me and ERIC!! one of my fav composers.
(: ok la alot of pics but only take de crucial ones. Tired day cause very high ah…. ELVA lay!
and apparently Shawn took a vid of apple and me screaming. and probably blogged abt it.
OH NO! i am having a funeral for my image 
hai…
i am happy to see Kee and Zan after so long. (: (: heehee
I wanna read that book! abt the 1000 debating cases!Which QQ told me abt!
i tink its quite intriguing (: heehee!! she reads weird books though… weird person!! 
Trust me this fondue was so much sweeter!! SUNYE~~~!
and someone volunteered to do a little bit of “killing up” (:
This is taken at Rp when i went to collect Apple’s lappy and i saw Huier+Pris!They were promoting de insurance and Apple have to pay $10 deposit so she gave $20 and we are so amaze!! GASP!! Wad a rare sight…
Oh ya de my hair dropped off le… COMPLETELY! sadded. tink the aunty didnt clip alot of my hair to the fake hair so causing the wear and tear of the glue on the fake hair it came off…
Anw meeting jie mei later at clark q (: hee jus chill out and stuff. HEE and i got lots of sunye’s screen shot!
super love the feel when she sings! super got the FEELING!
small eyes but still so charismatic
Sunye getting ready to sleep… (: oh ya talking abt sleeping.my dreams nowadays have been very weird.
3days back i dream of LXP. Yverlasters at her posh hse eating maggi mee while lxp is interviewed by some reporter. HER hse got wii!! and i asked her whether she xin fu anot cuz we did a website for her and she said yes! heehee
De funny thing is… lxp actually replied to xin’s email saying she is very happy she gng to get a “.com” hahaha
2 days back i dream of sharon Aw! she is working at this cafe and i ordered a drink.Then mo xiaoling and Gurmit came to visit her. Den i walk off le…
Last nite. i dream that i force kiss XXXXXX… its like WTH!! i force kiss XXXXXX!!
hai weird weird weird. eh eh i not despo hor. and dun ask who is XXXXXX…
ok i better seldom put pics of sunye, annoying to other ppl i guess! BUT DO U TINK I CARE!? hahaha my blog u knoe HAHA (: heeeeeeee too bad no sunye lovers to share with me the joy eh…
Random Feel= It doesn’t always mean you have to act upon ur feelings.
Yeps met up with lurvies, char and rah on the wed nite…. (:
Cause RAH is flying to germany for a few months… and hmm i wonder hows life would be w.o her ranting… but we shall see (: heehee
i bet she will form a small gossip section over there with her friends to complain and bitch abt.. hee
kidding…. (:
pics pics….
slackers fav past time cam whoring… wahaha
spastic rah and char…. (:
anw i was like free in the afternoon that i flew to korean and find my dearie sun ye… heehee :X
this is super fake HAHA… but after some practice…
haha so “REAL” rite… heehee jus fooling ard… (: wahaha… anw she is like same age as me 18 (:
can sing can dance… and weights 45kg… MY GOAL!!! my new found best friend= SUN YE!
so so i didnt stay at home whole day…. i went to spend time with apple (: took her lappy (: and she was happy but BUT but BUT… it was vista which i guess it made her say sucker alot of times… and and during lunch… we tok and tok abt abt!! WONDERGIRLS….
oh she likes Sun mi…[Apple, when i free i help u make one photo of u and sunmi k (:]
RANDOM FEEL= SUNYE look like DA S hor…. but but i still admire her de way she is… GROOFY leader of WONDER GIRLS….!!
Filed under: Results
alrite… moving on moving on…
not really affected by my results cause i somehow see it coming…
and yey going to go thru more in year 2 le… cuz will be more busy (:
so sorry friends if i dun spend enuff time with u all k.
So… now i have to retake modules. 2 mod to retake = change of timetable= change of classes.
change change change… its ok i can move on. (: and take on the change…!!
anw… phew… i dream that my bag got stolen! and inside my bag was my lappy…!!
NITE MARE MAN!!… de weird thing is… de theft left me the shell of the lappy but took the hard drive, battery, cd drive… weird hor! wan steal that de whole ting la…. -.-
gng to meet apple later to take her lappy… she got into RP! heehee
MORE BUBBLE TEA GATHERING AT AMK HUB!
(: (: (: i am happy somehow, a joy within… cause i know that even though my result SUCK! and i have to retake modules, i know that God is under control… (:
so off i go to prepare la… dunno apple wake up le ma…
Filed under: Uncategorized
ahhhhh this is a stress moment…!!
eunice has been very lazy nowadays.. and there are certain stuff i wanna carry out but due to lack of discipline she is so far unable to do it.
-READING THE BIBLE
-SLEEPING EARLY
-JOG/WALK/SWIM
-READ MORE BOOKS
-Compose more songs please… INSPIRATION COME!
and when my sch start…
it is really time i shld be serious in my work…
eunice will be transform into a nerd soon…
i am so gng to make my mom proud…
but i dun dare to say BIG BIG la but main point is… its really for my own good.
i wanna do something for myself this time (:
anw… i am so excited!! ELVA is performing at the spop finals which i am gng to go!
AHH *Faints*
and when i told zan that elva is performing… she was so HIGH…
[8406km/sec]dancing sozai.says: ARE YOU SERIOUS AHHHHHHHH ARE YOU SERIOUS OMG AHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHH
HHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHHAHHH
HHHAHHHHHHAHHHHHH
yey and many more AHHHHHH heehee she is a bigger fan of ELVA den i am…
WHEEE i am moving on…
ok ok abt THAT ISSUE… i shall call it de ALPHABET issue
this is wad i feel la…
i am finally out of it… but somehow that nite i nearly wanted to cry cuz its just sad to see the situation in such a state when i am abt to go. like alot of drama and stuff.
its like i am yan zheng zheng seeing the woods slowly getting burned but i cant do anything
but yeps i know and understand that i shld jus GO and dun hold back.
abit she bu de… but i guess its NEVER ENDING!!
and i already tot it thru and make a promise to myself.
Thanks for those who support me in this decision (: really warm my heart.
cuz apparantly some doesnt understand why i make this decision.
Friends i have made thru this whole thing.
APPLE!! my buddy!! love her lots…
Qt (: eh i like talking to you! i find that we can clicked heehee and its a 2 way thing… like i tok u listen and advice … den later u tok den i listen and advice… and not like i doing all the listening and in long run will be quite tiring… but EH doesnt mean i will grow tired listening to u k (:
and thanks for always entertaining me… like listening to my jokes and luff even though its not FUNNY!
Keely… u are like super super uber cute in ur blurness la. You are so happy go lucky.
a very good example that sometimes not caurp-ing is a good thing (:
Lovelies, really hope u all stay true to Q (:
Jim, once again w.o him i wont know kee in the first place (:
XT, hahaha my crappy partner! GROW UP PLEASE!! HOR HOR sec 3 le!! ok!!
and please study hor dun keep tan lian ai till sotong k (: heehee
Zan, WAHHAAHA eh u are uber cool! and its great to like know u in depth, further understanding how u feel abt certain issues (: and gal u are one GREAT person with BIG dreams, guts, talent!! special… >.
Random/ok not very random this time PRECISE Feel:
I AM GRATEFUL for being forgiven by person C! cause cause i did some stupid stuff really stupid stuff that hurt C… i wasn’t serious, i think using my butt and thus did that stupid thing and only realize that i hurt C only when i saw C super pissed with tears welled up in C’s eyes and i nearly misused C’s trust towards me!! GASP!!…. cause i know i broken ur trust once b4… sorry!!
i am grateful! to be given another chance cause C can jolly well continue to ignore me… next time i will tink twice, trice b4 if i wanna do anything…!! SORRY FOR BEING SO THOUGHTLESS… and thanks for being my friend once again (: LOVE!!
RANDOM FEEL: You can scold me, beat me… but dun dun ignore that is like de worse treatment ever!!
Filed under: write
not in a bad way… jus that yeps sometimes i feel very touched and inspired at my fellow friends’ blog…
sometimes when we blog we self reflect… and yey i blogged hop to ASHLEY ’s blog!
and i kinna agree wad she recently blogged on…
so… this is wad she blogged…
People always say “live for the moment”, “live for today” but we honestly haven’t been doing that.
We just go about our daily lives, refusing to acknowledge the fact that we might possibly lose our lives. Anytime, anywhere, anyday.
It scares me to think that i won’t be able to see people i love.
That my stay here on the earth is shorter than i think it actually is.
It is in human nature to take things/ people you’re close to for granted.
And you only wish you could take things back, rewind the clock. So that you wouldn’t lose them. Not again.
I don’t live to think about regrets and past mistakes.
I live to think about how i’m meant to make a difference in people’s lives.
stop tink… i bet many faces are passing your mind now…
(:
u know i still have this adrenaline rush in me… to write!
but somehow it got stuck at the tips of my fingers… i dunno how to express myself… LOST… i feel LOST…
u know wad… instead of jus siting there… i tink i shall grabbed myself some books tml… WAIT i dun have my IC.. how to borrow ah… OH MAN!!
RANDOM FEEL= My citizenships rights only arise to me when i wanna borrow books… HAHA
BONUS RANDOM FEEL= For there are people who are saints who cared for me that make me wanna be a better person… SAINTS!you know who u are…
