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Depressing

Myself

I wish I can end this all.
It’s much easy to jump off a building.

Tough cookie

Usually I just breakdown and self pity but last night I promise to suck it up and stop being this whole lump of negatives…
So when it hit me I feel nothing…
Or shld I say numb?
And I’m so tired of self pitying…
It doesn’t solve the prob and it shows how incompetent u are…
Solutions solutions…
Of cuz I’m reflecting wad have I done
Wrong… There must be a reason why… And I’m gng to improve…

Be strong for her… Be stronger for myself as I know deep down I can be so much better so I must persevere….

I got a new job!
Ha! And this job requires a lot of discipline! I shall pull this thru and prove to myself! It’s something tt I always wanted so I shld really treasure it…

Anyway pictures from the event Kaevan
Singyee and me did!
Help to print photos for de event…

I love far east curry rice! It’s so delicious… it’s a must try k?
At level 5… I shld take a photo of de shop next time!
Currently listening to Rick’s Never gonna give u up! Mambo seh!!! I miss my bubbly self…

I will be fine I know…

Endearing Hearts

My endearing niece… Tt pulled my hand to play along with her when she knows I’m feeling down. To cheer me up just by laughing out loud.

Upon hearing that I gt a job! Dean was so happy tt she open up her martell lol!!
Mix with Stella!!! GG! Super lie…

A new year post

2012 countdown I was busy with event work! And I was down with fever! So memorable right? Subsequently I fell sick with flu and cough! Totally went dead in my lonely room… And it was really sweet of her to nag me to rest 5 times a day before I took her advise and sleep it thru for 3 days!
I slept and slept! I didn’t know I was so tired! I slept and slept! Tt it’s either I didn’t eat or I ate only a meal of porridge… Tt is why I lost 3 kg bah!
But I tink den kgs lost is all back! Muhahaha

Today is a day full of drama… Well my sucky mood started last night actually… Den it dragged on with a big quarrel with my eldest bro…
But I guess all ends well when a call came in to inform tt I got de job!
Hysterically my spirits are lifted!

I’m fortunate and many tots came
Running in my head… How in de first place I got de job!!
Grins…
Hmmm Anw there is a series of things running in my head STILL!
How am I gng to tell her… Hmm
And I wonder how she would react…
And izzit relevant to tell her in de first place?
But thanks to her words… I manage to stay strong… And persevere… These words had brought me thru…
“当人们看不起你的时候，你越是要证明给他们看他们是错＂
I will try harder…

Ok la I’m touched tt I have my buddies now to accompany lol! To celebrate…
U guys are awesome!
Bye!

Wow

It’s been a month since I pressed!any things happen including my involvement in Nyp anniversary musical…
Phew anw Merry christmas!
This year was celebrated in a diff way… To me somehow it’s just like any other day… But I was more concentrated on giving blessings to my surrounding frens…
I appreciate them more…
And for her…
All I wish is happiness for her while she is away..,
I’m contented I guess to see her being appreciative and happy at our little surprises!

Izzit safe to say tt I moved on?
Hmmm

Findings

Mini family dinner… awesome cakes… its weird that last time i dun really take note of cakes but now i do and even bother… wahts with the recent fetish?

tiramisu…

Rum and raisin

Lemon Cheese cake… my favorite of the lot

most of the mag are pictures of woman… is this how society see of woman? hmmm… ask me for more opinions.

this makes me very happy… its like a happy place chair.. HAHA so cute!!

this are my fav dishes. ..

firstly, chicken rice. Followed by my favorite xiao bai cai~! i love love ONION EGG!- cooked by me btw… and i love MACKREEL TUNA from malaysia~!… the best is sweet and sour BEEF! haha too bad the prawns isnt fresh. so didnt have my favorite garlic prawn…

i do miss home almost every sec. the reason why i dun tok abt it is cuz…

anw is my niece elizabeth cute? haha but too bad i dun have to liberty to be close to her i guess… always dreamt that i would take my niece out for ice cream in de future… :/ i guess it wont come thru…

Cute arwen with kor kor vin… (: so sweet hor take photo…

 

Elai buddy~! accompanying me to wait for the bus HAHA (: best person to hang out with… and share my sorrows.. TRUE STORY!

A philipino dish… salted egg cup cake! love it! i ate alot of it sia hahaha

it was tita’s birthday and tito re propose to her… true love do exist!!

check out the ring yo~!!

went down to ICA for like 3 times before i get my renewal of my passport procedure done!

blur me lo.. went down to take my NEW passport without my OLD passport! lol… i emo go back office! i rmbed i was so so hungry cuz i went during my lunch time hour… poor me boohoohoo!

finally got my passport…

 

My buddies standing with me~!

New fav hang out place… HQ!!

cute stickers… to decorate the card

Cuz yv will be overseas till feb bah.. so decided to make something for her.. its been quite some time since i do a card for her.. LOL in fact since i did a card for anyone… so yey its so full of love and effort… (: oh ya! she said tat she is so touched after reading it… another TRUE STORY hahaha!

 

Why do i believe in those pointers? and when its true… i got hurt,

 

this is full of love!! stayed over at NUS starbucks to pei DEAN!! with ESther!! lol.. totally had a feast in de WEE hours hahaha

A super belated gift from Yverlasters To Yvonne haha (: i drew the prawn noodle… suppose to cook for her but no time anyway its with her in china now.. haha

Love spending time with Bestie Shandy (: yummy thai style steamboat!!

 

Its been a week since i came back from cruise… this is a super late blog post. (: i got even more photos from cruise… shall press abt it soon k… really had alot of fun over there! no handphone and wifi for a few days also not bad~! BEST~! spending time with Yv before she flies…

TBH looking at the steamboat now makes my mouth water… i can totally smell it from here…

Alright anw.. a little abt work… many movements now at work. now i am in another sector where i learn another thing from scratch. so far so good. but the job scope has more responsibilities and its slightly harder. really have to be tactful and alert. well at least i learn something new and i am happy that somehow i feel i can excel in this area… shall work hard!!

 

(: to be honest… i have been keeping myself busy so i tink less of u…

 

 

I hearts weekends <3

 

Weekends are not fun with a sneezing nose and I can’t possibly rot at home, causes me to think too much. Yet I still like to give myself spaces. There are times i like to hang out with my close friends that is when i need to be surrounded with advice. There are times i like to be surrounded with social friends cause that is when i know they won’t ask about the problems i am facing and its when i can smile, hide it all and truly not be myself. Lastly, the circle of friends that constantly remind me of u just simply i miss you and it makes me feel somehow close.

Flowers flowers come buy some wrappers

Becky doing her thang

 

All out for charity,DIY wrappers

 

J for Joanne Cupcakes

Aud baking cup cakes for her friend’s 18 birthday. I come to kpo! but i did contribute by cutting out the letter J from the baking paper.

  

wanted to have a bite into these beautiful cream cupcakes but didnt cause have to eat dinner later. :/ later cannot finish dinner.

Chicken wings~! LOVING IT~! use to only eat drum sticks cause everyone eat the wings

Satay isnt the main highlight for me in this dish. Its the onion, rice and satay sauce

ECP has a skate park? how cool~!

Flying flights.

 

I wish to own a microphone (: 

Telok Blangah 

 Its really peaceful when u are traveling back in the morning,taken at 6am +

woked up like 1pm + 

Did a whole new arrangements to my bed in my room. Room mate flew off yesterday meaning more privacy to myself (: I LIKE~! but then still so much to unpack from the fact that i moved in one month ago~ i am so lazy and i am procrastinating every moment. Have a awesome week end before it end. I am so looking for the next week end le… and i am gng on a cruise soon. Birthday treat for myself. i ought to love myself more. 

Places spaces

which can make my smile bling bling? Meanwhile bestie looking for her hair product

What a gem with a pose like that

Peaceful music

Drinking blood and honey milk tea

No more porridge
Concentration
Laid back

True feelings were involved in this case. Must everything be spelled out?
So what? Doesnt matter how i feel Anymore cuz anyway its impossible…
Faster fly away please… But I will miss u…