Now now… though i gain something… - Laptop. But i lost something else 300 bucks OH WELL.

i was never HAD anyway… jus going back to normal but why disappointed?
HEEHEE….

BUT really after much thought WOW… i gain quite a lot this few months.
Ms word press do u know i sometimes regret why must i chase and hence my results deteriorate landing me in this spot that i repeat 2 mod. And my increase rate of my hp bills due to votings and tons of sms that i sms to keep a certain r.s btw friends known.
But then again, Ms WP i am not whiny but just reflecting that… every lost there is a gain.
And as a optimist… The gain is much magnified!!
HAHAHA… i am happy glad i know keely, Q!! apple and Jestine… who are still good friends with me till now…!! AHHHH i miss keely wee badly now…

Ms WP. i cant believe that while i am busy kee was looking for me but due to my hp situation there is no way i can be contactable. (: GASP.
So… there is more things to life then LOVE! and that is friends/family!!
dun be sad…!! love sick Ms WP! i love u~!

done pressing for the day… or rather week. been busy to blog ah… HEE but readers please stay tune for videos~! i have been trying hard to find ways to upload them men… file too big… damn!
ANW i will be away till SUN! for SA camp… hence cant attend Denise kua’s wedding.
I hereby with greatest sincerity wishing them God Bless and Xin Fu forever LOVE!… aww
i love weddings la… esp the part when the poster goes “now u may kiss the bride”

BIG one first ok!…

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO QIU QIU!

i know i am late~! WHY? well that issue will be touched on later * ANW… I bet she got lots of wishes from all her friends already but she is the kind of friend that good things are never enough… she appreciates, she is grateful and she is forever so sophisticated in the art of crapi-ness!! she discovered the new sickness - SEC [silly emotional-constipation] and and and… aiya there is too many good stuff to say in just a few para.

2nd issue *:

I GOT WEIRD TIMING OF FOOD POISONING…! like out of the sudden i got it lo. so suay can! my whole sat was burned sleeping at home. u tink its shiok NO! it isn’t… i kept whining “i am going to die” since ytd morning!! VOMIT VOMIT LS LS!! ahhh… every mouth of water in is out thru my Ass! SO GROSS CAN! den suddenly MR MIGRAINE came! AND OUCH!!!! ok la i have very bad thresholds for pain thats why i make lots of noise when i am sick. but on a happily tone… i feel much better! HEE pew is happy again…

3rd issue:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA…. i dunno wad is happening but HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA… even though i didn’t declare war but seems like u are losing.

4rd issue:

[if u tink my math is bad... read properly-3 small ones...]
actually i kinna forgotten wad i wan to write for the 4th issue… HAHA! BLEAHX!!

Random Feel= Maybe its time… to really wake up my idea and CARE!

Dun be sad… for there is always someone out there who loves u even more…
Dun be caught up with present situation that u miss the whole picture and not see the one that is beside u!
press on… SHINE! SMILE… for i am here! (: LOVE!

WOOOOTTTT its fun minus the waiting part…
but overall fun~! damn i love the friendships made…
The best thing i gain out of the comp is 2 good friends NAME–> claris and yanrong aka yammy!
AWWWW they are the cutest thing…
and and… jus if u dunno… i got 3rd! (:
At first it was a tie btw me and claris and we went into a PK… but in my heart… we are both 3rd! (:

thanks for those who came down and shout..
thanks for shahirah who shouted pew pew and gave me lots of advice!
thanks for the SIT club ppl whom helped out during the finals and rehearsal… esp cam who kept asking us nicely to keep our voices down when we start to SING/JAM too loudly
And Mad for being so so MAD la… and make me so so less nervous before i go up stage(: thanks BABE!

I LOVE THE STAGE! CUZ THE STAGE LOVE ME? haha dun think so…
but i stil love u~!

When i tot that i am treated as if i was on top of the world.
HAHA my gut feeling tells me i am wrong.
When i tot that everything will be just fine if i just let it stay…
my gut feeling tells me i am wrong.
When i tot that my gut feeling is wrong.
You come and do stuff to prove that its ain’t wrong
AHHHH so contradicting.

BUT why do i still trust? and chose to believe that you are a angel?
HEE i dunno. i guess ultimately as long u are happy can liao (: haha
and u got ur life to live, i got mine.
And you are already forgiven even before you said sorry. (:
you are kind in heart. But due to circumstances you cant treat everyone equally nice.
If someone have to lose out i dun mind being that fellow.
Cause i know and perhaps you know that no matter wad i can stand back up on both feet and shout OPTI rawk!
heehee though sometimes i feel. regardless how happy and optimistic u are there are times and loop holes that you fall into. Dark dark dark… that may take a longer time to regard ur stand.
BUT this one… shld be can la… xiao case HEEHEE (:

now now.. dun i feel so much better saying all this out? HEE!

so kampong lo… wow! was sterned by it when we stopped by at a seafood restaurant for toilet break. it took my breathe away…

As always… she have to ruin the pic HAHA jking…


bored… waiting for the bus to start or rather waiting for the longest yard to start HAHA… we were watching longest yard on our way there! NICE SHOW!

hmm looks like a nice place to display my “qi gong” skills! very shi mo shi yang rite…

nice nice HAI JING! WA!!!

Look i got a series of pictures that can be wallpapers!

The hotel… which i prefer to call it a BIG chalet!

busy stalking clarice

Geribean! AHHAHAhaha…trust me she is busy from all those chocolates she ate!

Kids from SJCP! AWWW all so cute la! BUAT TAHAN!

ANW…. let me intro u to arielle… the cutest thing! ever… Like super small and cute! ok i mention cute before back to the topic… she is so so so cute in her little actions and stuff that HEY i dun mind jus looking at her play… and see her smile and look blur! HAHA yeps potential stalker here! BUT AHHH so so cute la!

So there is this little joke gng ard… call her LENGTH X BREATH = AREA (arielle)

Look! nath look super big next to her la…

OK!! thats all for day 1… more days will be up soon even though there isnt really much except retro night… LOTSA pic… i dressed up weirdly HAHA but nah it gave lots of ppl fun and laughter! HRR…
credits: photobucket WOW it loads super fast and produces codes like in a sec all of the whole album!! AMAZING technology is…
back to grey’s anatomy!

Even though honestly i slept in a few moments in the sermon.
i still manage to grab some stuff that have been taught during the church camp.
Yes there is fun and laughter… but MOTIVE of church camp is still de retreat and time spent with God.
And i am glad i went… cause i have found the peace once again from him.
The disturbance, the worries of this world was erased just by a simple prayer

we are chosen to be his slave- of top piority… but yet! are his friend!
the only one… who will be there during ur up and down. No turning u down. ever giving…
arent i ashame to forsake him for worldly means?…
Even though this time its different i wasn’t emotionally shaken by him… but mentally cause i knew that this time coming back to reality is serious biz.

Emotionally… it would be like a wave. after being up i will go down and sink back to my daily sins.
But mentally… i would be aware of the dangers around and HOW REAL the spiritual warfare is!!

anw… i went to watch ZOHAN! its crappy… but still.. HAHA damn funny! HEE! most importantly… i spent time with my sister who jus got back from thailand, kor kor vincent who always return home at odd hrs cuz of work, cousin nath! who is like my younger brother!! and estherie!! my dearie~! really treasure the moments i can spend time with her.. cuz other den sundays… i dun see her often and plus school is reopening of her soon and when it is so… she will be very busy cuz of her N’s…. jiayou DEARIE… MAY DE LORD BE WITH U!! esp during ur POA paper… HAHA

RANDOM FEEL= I ain’t complete… but you really empty my emptiness…!!
RANDOM FUNNY COMMENT= “hi can i have one mc flurry please without stirring the OREA! thanks!” - HAHA!

i like this pic (: like very happy hor… HAHA…

 damn i am so big… that i tink i can cover her lo (: NEH WAE… meet zan aka TWIG!

hee i got in… (: thru to the finals… now… its ironic but i preferred i didn’t get in cuz i wan to study ah and i got exam on the final day it self… hai wad to do…hey i am not sounding so OH hao lian here ok… i am happy i got in… really shocked! too… thankful for an opportunity to perform wad i love to do most!!…

neh wae…
there are times when i need someone to be there… and i knoe i have plenty. i am in a situ that i need confirmation of who i am… i need to know i am appreciated for living and being born into this world. u can say that yey i am attention seeking heehee but BOO!! i dun care… haha

Come to tink of it… my life doesn’t really revolve only around that area… so PEW be happy!
so wad did i do for a confirmation? i asked fellow friends whom i know for years… 3years and above!
whom i been thru with thick and thin… when i am fat and THIN den back to fat again…
This qsn: List 5 things u love abt me…
and they answered…
Charline wong whom i know since sec 1, my classmate, bball mate, buddy!!:
funny, sociable, very lovable, a very happy person, lastly u being my buddy since sec 1

Hui Shan, my siewmai since i am pri 6!! my gan jie:
u make people feel good about themselves
u are friendly
u can make me smile
u’re cuTe
u’re funny
[obviously she ran out of ideas for the last 2.]

cinda, my ah lian since sec 1!! ahh change to rich tai tai liao no more ahlian!:
your humor
your charac
your laughter
your smile
and
just how you are. (: being yourself

HAHA… well… i wanted to get more ppl la… but i can only get 3 at this hr… 4AM! hee
anw these already enuff to make me smile grin to grin..
not that i am self praising… but i am am am so loved and grateful that i have so many wonderful friends!!
PEW be constantly reminded that these are the reasons to not let u slipped into your bad habits!!

RANDOM FEEL: Widen your horizons and realize… that your horizons can be widen even more!! with LOVE…

*edited-12.17am sunday 15june
sarah jane, my best buddy ever, tou huay buddy, sing along musically talented buddy! :
i love youuuuuuu because you 1) sing with me 2) make funny jokes and dumb ass comments 3) listen to me wheni need to rant 4) would kill my cravings when i’m craving for some things 5) willing to sacrifice your time for me